M o r F i u g X

5 days ago

gusto ko magmura! gusto ko magwala! ayaw tumigil ng nararamdaman ko! na parang gusto mo pa ikaw ang susuyuin, gusto mo pa ikaw lang ang magiging tama! kahit ikaw na ang nagkakagawa ng mali! hindi ko maintindihan kung anung klaseng pagiisip meron ka na gagawin mo pa din gusto mo kahit alam mong makakasakit ito sakin..

i thought giving you what you want, sacrificing things that i want will make you realize my true meaning! i thought letting you have what you wished for will make you a better lover. but i was wrong! you became arrogant! became more childish! envy! cold-hearted! and even the word LOVE you’re saying at me, i didn’t even fell it anymore! no more respect at all..

is that the kind of person who you really are? or the kind of person people wants you to be? i’m so messed up!

the thing is, you don’t even know how to sacrifice just for your love! you will sacrifice for you needs only!

i don’t know what to say, what to react.. maybe i’ll just give up..

1 month ago

POOR ME

Since the day i saw this corners

I feel cold and shallow among the others

never smile nor laugh a bit

always alone; darkness on it.

wanted to fly like others at sky

wanted to feel the color of bright

wanted to jump till i feel the joy

wanted to be happy, mature and grow.

full of disappointment, trust is broke

lock of confidence, emptiness evoke

tears fall, puzzled face

always alone, lonely place.

can be a man like me learn to smile?

will i ever be appreciated even just for awhile?

please i’m begging for some time

i’m almost at the end of my line.

—-Morfiugs02

2 months ago

IM SO TIRED..

pagod na ako …

is there a place in this earth where i can be peace at all cost? no pain from someone else.. pain through work.. and pain of reality..

sometimes i do think that this may be the “karma” from my past deeds.

i’m working hard for everything i wanted to be, to anything i want to achieve, and to everything i dreamed of.. but still not enough?..

do i still need to beg for it.. do i need to suffer just for the sake of others? damn life!

9 months ago

LIFE SUCKS!

putang inang buhay to! ako na lang ba lagi ang magsasakripisyo para sa ibang tao! ako na lang ba lagi yung magmumukang kawawa! porket ba mahal ko ibibigay ko na lahat? porket ba hnd ko siya matiis aabusuhin na ako??

tang inang pagmamahal to! nakakapagod na! Oo alam ko hnd ako kasing yaman, hndi ako kasing gwapo nya at lalong hnd wala akong free time kagaya nya pero alam ko sa sarili ko na hnd naman nila kaya gawin at ibigay kung anu man nabigay ko sayo ng hnd gagamit ng pera!

alam ko pagod ka na pero ako lumalaban pa at hindi susuko?? ikaw? sa ganitong prblema lang nagloloko ka na at paunti unti pinaparamdam sakin na wala akong lugar sa mundo mo! ang sakit ha! ang sakit sakit!! iniipon mo lang lahat ng sakit na pinaparamdm mo sakin.. mas ok pa nga na sabhn mo kesa iparamdm mo, doble yung sakit!!! dahan dahan mo pa pinaparamdam sakin lahat!

sayo ko kya gawin to?! sayo ko kaya iparamdam yung sakit na ginagawa mo sakin at paunti unti dn?? kaya mo kya??

BABAE NGA NAMAN!

1 year ago